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Legend
Black = Default unearned; these are available to give me
Red = Locked
Green = Already earned
(PRIORITY) = Priority

Memory Registry

Significant Positive
---> [Headcanon] Learning art as a child
---> [Headcanon] Learning to sew after he comes out of the water
---> [Vol 10, scans p. 22-29] If it's something we can do, we'll die together.
---> [vol 11, 26-33] "I feel like I can do anything if I'm with you. If we're reborn, how do you want to play next time?"

Significant Neutral
---> [Vol. 1 Ch.4 pg 131-139] Called out
---> [Vol. 2 Ch.5 pg 35-42] Fight continues, actually here to scout
---> [Vol. 2 Ch.6 pg 82-86, 93-110] Benten steps in
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Bishamon's group informing him his lake's going to be filled in, taking him away.
---> [Vol 9. scans p. 54-60] I love you, Senryo.
---> Meeting the cat at the temple, after getting dressed but before being taken away. [Headcanon, implied in vol 11]
---> Being caught, declared taboo; his parents declaring it his responsibility. [headcanon]

Significant Negative
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Being taken out in a boat to be drowned
---> [Vol. 2 Ch.6 pg. 45] Flashback
---> [Vol. 2 Ch.6 pg 74-81] Fighting Senryo
---> [Vol. 8 Ch.29 Scan pg. 4-7] I hate Shakespeare, birds, dogs, bugs, the sun, the moon, the stars, the earth, and also Hans Christian Andersen.
---> [vol 11, 52-58] A failed suicide.

Trivial Positive
---> [Vol. 3 Ch.10 pg. 72-77] Waking up
---> [Vol. 4 4koma last page] - Clionidae

Trivial Neutral
---> [Vol. 1 Ch.4 pg 119-121] Ouma ga toki
---> [Vol. 2 4-Koma pg 44] Bear Sea Slug
---> [Vol. 4 Ch.13 pg. 23] Don't remember (offscreen)
---> [Vol. 5 Ch.19 Scan pg. 62-63] Stupid team meeting
---> [Vol. 6 Ch.22 Scan pg. 29-40] The Witch of the North Arrives
---> [Vol. 7 Ch.26 Scan pg. 27- 30] We're definitely not friends
---> [Vol 6. Ch. 23, scan pg. 15-19] I hate everyone.
---> [Vol 6. Ch 24, scan pg. 27-41] Beheading Sharaku.
---> [Vol 7, 72-74] Being a man or being a girl.
---> 300 years in the lake. [Offscreen]

Trivial Negative
---> [Vol. 2 Ch.7 pg. 111-117] Sharaku steps in
---> [Vol. 2 Ch.8 pg. 122] Nightmares (more recently!)
---> [Vol. 4 Ch.16 pg. 137-142] Sewing
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater (Starter)
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater 2
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater: the return of underwater nightmares
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater: it's just mean to give him this many
---> [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater: the nightmaring
---> [Vol 8. Ch.30 Scan pg 38-40] What about dying with me?
---> [Headcanon] sitting beside the bed while Rouji and Kinuka go at it, nobody realizing he was there
---> [Offscreen, referred to] It's been a while since I had more Nightmares Underwater and I need a filler memory.
---> fuck it. more nightmares underwater.
---> You know? Nightmares. Underwater ones.
---> 300 years is a lot of time for nightmares.

Skill Registry

Mundane
---> Sewing - General sewing, with a specialty in plush dolls.
---> Drawing -surprisingly good! General artistic skills, with a specialty in sea creatures.
---> Identify All Water Life - Seriously down to the microscopic levels '-' they're so cute '-'

Special
---> Snake form - Allows him to transform into a water serpent. Can breathe underwater and talk just as well. Snake form has automatic swimming skills.
---> Human form Mizuchi base skill set - swimming under water and breathing.
---> Varuna Miasma
---> Suppress Miasma - There's no Varuna Miasma here! It's just the rain! Right?

Other
---> Summon clothes - Magically makes clothing appear on himself without bothering to dress.
---> Backpack of Holding - Tsukihiko's four-dimensional backpack. It can contain any number of things in it he can pull them out at will, even if they won't fit.
---> Summon Water Guns - Tsukihiko can summon a series of water guns which can shoot explosive water rounds.
---> Summon Water Balloons - Tsukihiko can summon cute childrens' water balloons on a string, which he can throw at someone as explosive grenades.
---> Summon Zone-00 - Stored in his backpack of holding. Drug that if used on mononoke gives them amazing healing powers and intense nightmares, and if used on humans turns them into hideous monsters.

Name Azure // Tsukihiko
Age Appears as and has the mentality of a 10-year-old, is actually slightly over 300
Team Jasper

Height/Build 150 cm (4'11"), 35 kg (77 lb)

Hair Color/Eye Color Eyes are "light blue shot through with deep-rooted darkness" and "round like fishcakes", hair is "dark blue"

Notable Traits
* His mouth is normally small and pursed, but when he opens it his jaw opens almost all the way back and his mouth is completely lined with piranha-like teeth. He has a long snake tongue.
* His entire torso, and top part of arms and legs, are completely covered with a winding tattoo of snakes. They originate in mid-back from a human skull tattoo.
* There is a hole in his ears where he had a tragus piercing. Probably not visible.
* When he gets his snake form skill back, it's a long slender pale blue water snake.
* As a mizuchi, he has both male and female sex organs. This is not likely to become known to anyone off his team; even though he has a tendency to go around naked, he's usually in the water at the time and uh I really doubt anyone's going to go looking. But if your character's somehow able to notice that otherwise (scent or whatever) go ahead, just let me know so I know oocly who knows. Jasper folks can feel free to handwave noticing in a month if anyone's likely to, as he does menstruate, though I'll obviously offscreen that.

Other
None yet. When he gets a certain skill back, anything that gets his energy up will make him emit a miasma that people can feel/smell, but that's a while off obviously.

300 years in the lake. [Offscreen]
Tsukihiko spent 300 years in the lake, drifting in and out of sleep, in a depressive state.
Earned day 423
Form: plush dragon
Shareable: Limitless
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

[Offscreen, referred to] It's been a while since I had more Nightmares Underwater and I need a filler memory.
yeah.
Earned day 425
Form: Cookie door
Shareable: Yes (x2/3)
Taken: No

Meeting the cat at the temple, after getting dressed but before being taken away.
Implied canon (vol 10) - it's implied that Tsukihiko met and played with/held Senryou before the sacrifice.
Earned day 426
Form: Flower seed (plant for memory)
Shareable: No
Taken: No

Being caught, declared taboo; his parents declaring it his responsibility. [headcanon]
He obviously was able to grow up until 10, so he probably went swimming publicly or to a public bath or something. Knowing his casual nudity habits anyway.
Earned day 428
Form: Shortbread
Shareable: Yes (x2/3)

Don't remember (offscreen)
Kisshou: "Why did it even occur to you to devour another Creature?"
Senryo: "Like I even remember anymore!"
Kisshou: "You don't remember? I see... Tsukki-chan said the very same thing."
Senryo: "I bet he did." ("Tsukki-chan?!")
[So basically, Beni/Kisshou asked him why and he denied knowing.]
Earned Day 419
Form: Thread
Shareable: Only if chosen to forceshare it
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

[Offscreen, referred to] Bishamon's group informing him his lake's going to be filled in, taking him away
Earned day 422
Form: Small crystal
Shareable: Yes, x4
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

[vol 11, 52-58] A failed suicide.
( Images and translation behind cut )
Earned day 414
Form: Silver Heart
Shareable: Yes, x4
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

Skill: Varuna Miasma
When a creature enters battle, their adrenaline spikes and produces an aura that everyone around them can detect. It makes humans ill and creatures get fired up; creatures also smell it as a specific sort of floral scent (which varies on who is using it). Basically it's a battle aura which makes humans queasy and which identifies to mononoke a) what type of creature is in battle and, if people know that person in question, b) who specifically is in battle. As a water mononoke, Tsukihiko's is identifiable as Varuna (water) Miasma.
Earned day 416
Form: Grape
Taken: No

Fight continues, actually here to scout
( Pages behind cut )
Earned day 417
Form: Decorative box
Shareable: Yes, x8
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

[Vol. 2 Ch.6 pg. 45] Flashback
( Page behind cut )
Earned day 410
Form: Angel food cupcake
Shareable: Y, x2 (maybe)
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

[vol 11, 26-33] "I feel like I can do anything if I'm with you. If we're reborn, how do you want to play next time?"
( images and translation behind cut )
Earned day 412
Form: silk teabags
Shareable: Yes, at the time (full pot)
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

[Headcanon] Learning to sew after he comes out of the water
Earned day 406
Form: Foam jigsaw puzzles
Shareable: Yes, x5
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Yes

Tsukihiko will be gone late morning 219, but he'll leave behind the following note in Jasper:

My head's a mess and I need some time by myself to sort it out. Everything's noisy all the time and I don't know what I feel and there's just too much going on all the time. The Masked Lady has invited me to stay, and so I'm going to her place for a while to sort myself out. Don't be angry. I'll probably think of you all whether I want to or not. Take care of Jasper. If it's a mess when I get back I don't know what I'll say to you.

Please inform Obsidian.

- Azure

...the note is left on a piece torn out of his sketchbook, with a hatchetfish doodled on it.

Human form Mizuchi base skill set - swimming under water and breathing.
Basically what it says. He can now swim underwater as if he belongs there, and can breathe the water, even in human form.

Memory 26: Beheading Sharaku
tw: gore, suicidal ideation

( Scans behind cut )

Earned day 208
Form: Rose stem with 5 forms
Shareable: Yes, x5
Shared with: Probably Erika
Taken: Yes

Memory 27: If it's something we can do, we'll die together.
tw: suicidal intent, gore, gender dysphoria

( Scans behind cut )

Earned Day 214
Form: Piece of paper
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes

( Pics and text behind cut )

Earned day 206
Form: Sticker
Shareable: No
Taken: No

Memory 22: How about dying with me?

( Pictures and text behind cut )

Earned day 202
Form: Gobstopper, must swallow whole
Shareable: No
Taken: No

Memory 23: Clionidae

( 4koma under cut )

Earned day 202
Form: Cages with 7 Jasper birds
Shareable: Yes, x7
Shared with: Probably Erika
Taken: No

Memory 24: Nightmares underwater 2
THE NIGHTMARINATING ... ok yes just more headcanon SLEEPING UNDERWATER WITH NONSTOP NIGHTMARES FOR SEVERAL HUNDRED YEARS nightmares.

Earned day 205
Form: 5 cookies
Shareable: Yes, x5
Shared with: probably Erika
Taken: No

Thank you to everyone who played in it! The game was here

Tsukihiko's heartgame writeup is ( behind this cut! )

So that is that! PLEASE if you have questions ask!! (Or if I got something wrong, tell me -- I was going off notes, not rereading). There's a lot of symbolism I thought of that I didn't bother to detail here (ex - six pills = six is a number representing unity and togetherness) , and probably things I also just outright forgot because of only checking notes. I'm happy to ramble more about any or all of it, I'm just not sure of where to begin.

Oh, and here's a summary of the boosts and other MAJOR changes:

BOOSTS: Love for Benio, sense that he could be with Senryo if he'd tried harder, team identification, friendship, longing for death, willingness to grow up (for other people's sakes), niceness of friends, comfort in humanity, comfort in mononokeness, value of team, escapism, sense of being overwhelmed by his situation, and the hopelessness of avoiding his fate of aging and maturing physically and becoming sexual.
MAJOR CHANGE: His coping mechanism is currently broken

Memory 19:
Being taken out in a boat to be drowned

As a young kid, probably just under 10 years old, being taken out to the middle of the lake and thrown in the water. Sank with a kitten also thrown in, staring into his eyes, but as he waited to die, the kitten was snatched up. Tsukihiko was eaten by snakes, then began eating them from the inside and became a Mizuchi.

Earned day 191
Form: Sheet of gold stars
Shareable: Yes, x6
Shared with: Probably Erika lol
Taken: Yes

Memory 20:
[Vol. 2 Ch.7 pg. 111-117] Sharaku steps in

( Pics behind cut )

Earned day 194
Form: Clay Jar
Shareable: No
Taken: Yes

Memory 21
[Vol 6. Ch. 23, scan pg. 15-19] I hate everyone.

( Scans and translation behind cut )

Earned day 197
Form: Book with 5 pages
Shareable: Yes
Shared with: Probably Erika
Taken: Yes

Skill 6
Summon Water Guns
AS SEEN IN THE ABOVE CHAPTERS.
Earned day 196
Form: Jolly Roger

...how did we win four games in 2 IC days... Jasper I guess we should play catch-up this week?

16: [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater: the nightmaring
Yet more nightmares of drowning and being eaten by snakes, it's like he spent 300 years sleeping after hideous trauma or something.

Earned day 186
Form: Orange blossom with 5 petals
Shareable: Yes, x5
Shared with: Erika
Taken: Yes

17: Ouma ga toki
I will scan shortly but it's nbd, mostly it's Tsukihiko whining at Rouji for polluting, then them talkng about twilight and the time of monsters.

Earned day 186
Form: Small blue bottle of sake
Shareable: Yes, x3
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

18: [Offscreen, referred to] Nightmares underwater: it's just mean to give him this many
YET AGAIN.

Earned day 187
Form: Small vial of water
Shareable: No
Shared with: N/A
Taken: No

Skill 5: Summon Water Balloons
Tsukihiko can summon cute childrens' water balloons on a string, which he can throw at someone as explosive grenades.

Earned day 187
Form: Juicy blackberry
Taken: Yes

Memory 14: Being a man or being a girl.
( scans below cut )

Earned day 181
Form: Strip of burlap:
Shareable: Yes, xinfinity
Shared with: N/A
Taken: Erika

Memory 15: The Witch of the North Arrives
( Too long for me to halfassedly scanlate, you get scans and text separate )

Earned day 185
Form: Lollipop
Shareable: Y...es.... x3
Shared with: Erika
Taken: Yes

[Headcanon] sitting beside the bed while Rouji and Kinuka go at it, nobody realizing he was there

Look it's not unheard of for Rouji and Kinuka have sex with people wandering in and out of their room, and it's also not unheard of for Tsukihiko to be with everyone else and nobody notice because he's sulking beside the bed or whatever.

So that totally happened.

Earned day 179
Form: Silver charm bracelet
Shareable: Yes
Shared with: Erika
Taken: No

General sewing, with a specialty in plush dolls.
It's ok I won't use it for anything creepy at all

Earned day 176
Form: Chocolate Truffle
Taken: Yes

[Vol. 7 Ch.26 Scan pg. 27- 30] We're definitely not friends

Warning for nudity (from behind), partial nudity, gore, and inappropriate touching. (Gdit, ZONE.........)

( Tsukki isn't a child either...right? )

Earned day 170
Form: Small whistle (baked into pie)
Shareable: Yes, x4
Shared with: Erika
Taken: No

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Memories 35-38

Memory 33-34

Memories 31-32 and skill 6

Memories 29 & 30

Memory 28 - sewing

[IC: Note for Jasper]

Skill 7 - Human Mizuchi skill set

Memory 26, 27

Memory 25 - I love you, Senryo

Memories 22, 23, 24

belated HEARTGAME WRITEUP (Tw, esp for death wishes)

Memories 19, 20, 21, and Skill 6

Memories 16, 17, 18, Skill 5

Memories 14&15

Memory 13 - Voyeur

Skill 4: Sewing

Memory 12 - Not friends